I Was Ganged Rape By 3 Boys When I Was 15 Years, Now I Can’t Give Birth Because I Flushed My System, Please Advice

I came from a Christian family and grew up in a Christian home. I was full of life until one day, when a group of three boys found me in the street and ganged raped me, taking me inside the bush. It was a sad day that the awful recollection hasn’t faded from my thoughts.

Following the occurrence, I developed a strong dislike for men to the point where, when the time came for me to marry; my fiancé had a difficult time convincing me to marry him. He is, however, a very pleasant and loving individual. His patience and persistence drew me in and made me want to give him my heart.

Despite getting married three years ago, I am yet to give birth due to my history. What exactly do I mean when I say “my past”? I was gang-raped many years ago when I was a young girl, and as a result, my entire system was flushed out. This occurred when I was 15 years old.

What makes me so sad now is that the man who championed the rape is still alive and well, even living next door to our family home. I’ve been married but childless for several years, and while I’ve forgiven those who ruined my life, my mind bleeds whenever I visit my hometown and see the man brained behind the act.

Please how can I completely forget about this wound, despite the fact that that I have forgiveness them?

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